Ask and it is given.

Sometimes the Universe delivers what feels like a harsh reality to us in the form of a cold bucket of water splashed on the body already freezing with too much feeling,  too deep a grief, and walking in the flood of denial. 

  I asked for a sign, and there it was. 

I said I wanted three signs that something in my life was over and this picture popped up. I said ok I want two more signs and as I asked, my friend liked my comment on IG and said yes to the question of “could I use it,”  producing the same picture two more times. This means for me that this is a HUGE energetic shift and a karmic release of which I am truly thankful. 

 All this to say that the time of deep healing is upon us. Full Moon in Scorpio, the sign of the zodiac that is represented by true depth of emotional healing is here. The ability to go so deep that you come out the other side. All I can say is thank God. Thank you Divine Source that my time for healing has come and the depths of which I am to heal is deeper than I could have thought to do alone. You are with me. Thy Rod, which holds the energy to direct my prayers into fruition, thy Staff which I lean upon to hold me up through the many ways I have faltered, that comforts me to remember I am not alone. 

This time of Emotional Healing right now is as wide and deep and expansive as the ocean. The Mother of all life, the waters of which we could not live without. The Supreme Mother some call Yemmeya, represented by all mothers. As Mothers day approaches, on the heels of this Super Full Moon, let us heal the mother wound which heals the Earth and the fullness there of, which is you, me and the world. 

We are the fullness of the Earth. We are her inhabitants. We are what is healing. We are the connection we desire, we are the love we have been seeking, we are Now in our Holy’ness, as the return of the Christ, the consciousness of TRUTH is realized in every one. 

So as this thing called covid 19 continues to cause havoc in our lives whether directly or indirectly, let us do the internal work to self-quarantine; to isolate those thoughts, beliefs and behaviors that no longer serve us and heal on the deepest level possible so that we are ready, willing and able to sustain ourselves on the new earth were a deeper connection to the whole will be experienced, where the intention will be felt without need to be expressed, where the need to speak will be less because we will “feel”each other and that feeling will be what guides us into the next moment, and the next. This healing is the purification of the emotional, mental and physical bodies so the the Spiritual Body can take its rightful place in man, at the center of the heart and the center of the head. This connection is the illumination of our Spiritual Light bodies as we become the Light-House of love. Let what needs to die within us die so we can be Spiritually Reborn. 

Affirmation:

In me is all that I need to weather the storm, to walk through the fire and be Reborn.

Healing the Mother Wound Post Card

The boundaries of Love

Positive Post a Day #91
For those of us who've experience sexual abuse and have issues with creating healthy boundaries creating the boundaries can feel intimidating. We haven't had a clear sense of what ours is to protect, especially if you felt unprotected. On a very deep level the abuse taught us that we weren't entitled to personal space because it was our very own person and space that was violated. We often see people who have clear
boundaries as mean, guarded or aloof. Inside our soul is crying out for us to stand up for them.

I have often gone around unconsciously allowing people to violate my personal space. Even when I felt uncomfortable, taking small steps to create distance between me and them I  didn't challenge it when the space was trespassed upon again for fear of appearing mean or making the other person uncomfortable. I also in turn violated others personal space, not valuing or understanding their want for distance. I labeled them as uncaring, mean or I felt rejected.

Boundaries are necessary. Creating boundaries is healthy and a necessary part of the process of healing the inner wounded that has created a chasm between you and self worth. The value of caring for ourself through creating boundaries reaps plentiful rewards. It fosters self respect, self worth and self appreciation. It allows us to walk the earth as equals. As Responsible BEings fully capable of living life on our own terms. It releases co dependence, judgment and shame. It enables us to walk with our head held high because we Finally Know who we are and our Value comes from inside and we are not defined by anything or anyone
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Abundant Living!

Sometimes I get scared on this journey I’ve undertaken. I forget that I AM following the gentle promptings of my heart; the voice of Spirit to lead my way. Today I was thinking of what I said yes to. The reality that I left my job of 26 years to follow My Bliss. The thought of “will I be able to make it?” WELL! Every time I ask a question, I get an answer. 

I was minding my own business, happily talking with new and old friends and without provocation I was gifted a bushel of Organic locally farmed fruits and vegetables. This bushel was an abundance of Life Source Energy in physical form. Life Force Energy is Money in its RAW form. Money, “M”y “O”wn “N”atural “E”nergy “Y”ields. What I was given was an abundant source of RAW Natural Energy which would have cost at minimum $100 dollars or more in stores like Whole Foods. This picture is all of it pared across my kitchen table!!! WOW! Can you believe it? How Awesome is that? To live in the Abundant Ever Present Flow of GoOD! 

Money in the Raw 

The kicker which made this event even more profound for me was that earlier in the day, I’d refused service to a perspective client. This is an important piece of information as an entrepreneur. Often times we sacrifice our standards and self for the “need” of money, with the “the customer is always right” attitude, or the “suck it up and do it “ attitude. Well I didn’t. I truly felt that this person would be more trouble that it was worth just through our short interaction. I was learning the lesson between judgement and discernment. I  didn’t dwell on the fact that I didn’t have any clients scheduled for the day or yesterday. 

In the process, I spent time elevating my energy by listening to the Teachings of Abraham. Abraham suggests that you seek to see the best in every situation by creating positive aspects. So yesterday I expressed gratitude for the free time I now had to clear out clutter and make space for new in my life. New thoughts, new ideas, new experiences and opportunities of wealth. Today when I would have been seeing the client I had refused service to, instead  I spent it doing business in a very leisurely way, by making connections. This day turned into a day of many synchronicities. I came across many people who enriched my life just by knowing them, including the woman who gifted me the bushel of fruits and vegetables. Some of them will perhaps be business connections. Abundance also comes in the form of ideas to create more wealth. During this synchronous day, I  had an idea that I consider to be pure Spirit which will generate future income. Today I made three times more than I would have had I seen that one client. Today was a very abundant day indeed. 

The key to abundance is vibration. The ability to become a resonance of what it is you desire. This Resonance is without effort. You don’t “try” to “BE” you just “BE.” That BE”Ing is in the way you move in the world. Living in the present, which is the gift of limitless possibilities and acknowledging the gifts moment by moment in a quietly accepting way.

To help create the shift, whenever you feel down, sad or disheartened, relax into what you are feeling without judgement. Allow yourself to feel it like being on an elevator ride, passing through the floors without getting stuck on either one of them. I did just that yesterday. I allowed what i was feeling to come an I decided to listen to  something that would shift my state of BE”Ing. I listened to hours upon hours of “The Law of Attraction” I listened to Abraham through  Ester and let the words sink in without “trying” to get “it”. In that way I became it. 

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Don't Rush The Process

today I experienced a moment of clarity about my behavior. I found myself wishing a particular experience would hurry up and be over. It is becoming my habit to ask questions so that I am clear on why I am doing what I am doing. So I ask "When was my first experience in this behavior"? The answer was completely laughable.

I am a preemie. I was born several months before the due date. It is laughable, that even in the womb I did not trust the process, even in my unformed mind I was rushing to get through what I was going through. Until today I rushed through the experiences I label as bad as well as what I label as good. When I did that I was missing out on all the richness the experience had to teach me. Where do I do this? When do I do this? Why do I do this? These are the questions We must explore to learn the lesson and to heal. When we don't allow the process to take it's natural course we miss valuable lessons and are destined to repeat it. Everything has a gestation period and a time to bear fruit. What happens when we pick fruit before it is ripe? It is usually hard and we manipulate it from the outside making it ripe without having everything it needs.

A country is a reflection of it's inhabitants prehaps this is why we are the most over fed and under nourished country in the world. We rush everything.

My lesson for today is a lesson my grandmother and many others elders have told me and I did not hear the wisdom in their words. "slow down", "Don't rush", Take your time". How many times have you said those words yourself and still rush to and fro?

thought For Today:

When we rush through one thing we rush through all things. Not allowing the process to naturally come to completion we miss out on the lessons that the process unfolds.

Todays Affirmation:

I allow the natural process of life to unfold. I will to will thy will Holy Spirt. I surrender to the process and trust your vision of my life.